你根本都，不明白我要的是什么。

一个月多了，
看你过的也比以前开心。
我不能像你这样说，分了就忘。

Staying at home today, looking forward to tomorrow job training. Kind of nervous? Will they hire me after the three day training, i know i should burk up. No showing faces, no temper. Smile even if customer try and try without buying. Haha. Hope everything goes fine for me tomorrow. 11am to 10pm, slacked for around 5month plus. My leg is going to ache tomorrow again, without knowing that i'm going to stand like 10hour, after 5month plus of slacking, resting. It would be better, i guess. No work, no income. I can't be alway asking parent for money right? 理瑛，成熟一点。可以吗？

I might treat you good, but don't treat me as granted. Contact me when you need help or want something. I thought i can get well with you too, even thought i might not be in the same status when we get to knew eachother. Should i blame that you're too young, or i'm too naive? Word, that you say are alway.. Sighs. I won't wanna know anything more thing about him, i may not be perfect as you think i am. But please, nobody is perfect. So ya, i really want our relationship to be very close. So, i can get more information from you about thing. ( Guilty conscious ) But i guess, not anymore.

我想不出到底为什么,
忘了我以后你有什么?
女人？自由？前途？

怎么样来的风怎么样吹过，
你走的时候是这样安慰我。
Baby, i'm sorry.